"Venom" lyrics

I'm taking meds just to balance out my trauma
I bought her Birkins, but that pain still hurt my mama
Tears in my Audemars, I can't rewind my karma
I went to war with demons, spent a million on my armor
I still got shooters in the lobby, but I'm scared to close my eyes
I got million dollar thoughts, but I still question if I'm wise
Just told her, "Leave me now", 'cause every king, one day, still gotta die
If I crash tonight, just throw my Rolls Royce into the sky

I made a promise to my scars that I'll never forget 'em
If can't vent to no one else, then I'll just talk to my venom

Cold heart up on my pockets, keep on holdin' the winter
I'm from the place where all the praise at, go off at the ceilin'
My brother went from robbin' to a coffin, that's the switch up
But tell my shawty I'm too broken, so I never need a fix up
I'm just tryna make this passion pain before it turn to a stick up
I was flying private jet, but I still battle with my hiccups
I bought a chain, not for the fame, but just to feel somethin'
I wrote these verses like obituary, and they still runnin'
My soul bleedin' in Dior and I got my heels runnin'
They say I changed, but I just grew while you was still frontin'

I made a promise to my scars that I'll never forget 'em
If I went through someone else, then I'll just talk to my venom

And if a sky reply, the letters, tell me this
Will heaven really take a soul that been through this?
(And if a sky reply, the letters, tell me this)
(Will heaven really take a soul that been through this?)