"Guardian angel" lyrics

[Shiloh Dynasty:]
[Backwards:]
I know you so well
I've been pretty
I mean, I can do better than he can
I know you so well, I know you, girl
Well, well, well

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Oh, oh, don't take my heart

[Backwards:]
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

Oh, oh, don't break my heart

[Backwards:]
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

Yeah

[Backwards:]
I'll be feelin' pain ,I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on

Listen close, what is this?
Is it heart break?
Is it truly what it feels like?
What it sound like?
What is truly at the essence?
Sharp teeth in the chest
Cancer all in the breast
Of the beaten and bruised
Feeling like a pawn to the greed of these fools
But I never been a piece of the evil
In the womb of these fake fuck niggas
With they masks up, presume
I'll be telling, if I got a load, I swear I resume
On my conquest
For the key to the chest where my mind slept
And the love in my heart is a cancer
And I spread it through the wall as an answer
To the cries of the dead and the vanquished
The depressed and the lost and the damned, it's
Preservation of the peace, an ideal world
Never lonely when you flowing through my mind, girl
I apologize, 'cause I couldn't see the pain in your damn eyes
'Cause a nigga made you leave with your heart in between different pains
Couldn't see ya when ya ain't cry

I guess I'm at a loss for words
To feel so close to someone, and for them to be gone the next day
I guess you never realize how permanently damaging that is