"voice memo 1: ALONE, PART 3" lyrics

[XXXTENTACION (John Cunningham):]
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
Play it for me
What happened?
(I was like—, I was like, "Wait", no, there it is, hahaha)

[XXXTENTACION:]
I can't seem to find someone's shoulder
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
Better on my own when it's over
Hold on, pause it
Can't seem to find someone's shoulder
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
And I—, and I won't justify once you—
I can't be justified with—
Can't seem to find someone's shoulder
Who will I rely on when it's over?
I took a chance with you, it made me colder
I'm better on my own when it's all over
I'm better on my own, but I've been colder

So when I'm weak, who do I call?
My God, it hurts, I can't be calm

Play it for me
One time for me real quick
Oh, shit