"When We Go To Bed" lyrics

Why do we feel bad when we go to bed?
When we go to bed
Simply wanna stay in today
When we go to bed
When you go to bed
When you move ahead

Why do we feel bad when we're going to bed?
What is so sad?
Lay down your head
Go to bed

Is it the end?
I look outside a big window
Down within yourself it's oh so mad
And I see a lake with huge big fish swimming
Go inside my lake in lie to myself
And people swim with them as if it was normal
Grow inside this feeling how I'm back
But I don't wanna go to swim with them, I'm tired
To be scared

Why do we feel bad when we're going to bed?
When we go to bed
My father is suddenly alive, and we spend some time together like we used to
Why do we feel bad when we go to bed?
But suddenly he dies again
When we go to bed
I realize he was not really dead for a long time
When we go to bed
But I thought he was, so I didn't enjoy him
Feeling time ahead
I cry like I never did before
When we go to bed
I'm in such pain and regret during all the dream
When you're go to bed
I try to remember if he was already dead and came back
Or if he was alive, but I just can't remember
With the fear inside my head

And my conclusion was that he was not really dead
When I wake up it's strange because I know it's been three years since he died
But in my dream, he was only sleeping and waiting to come back