"oh i try" lyrics

I'm calling you up to say I'm fine
But we both know that's a lie
I don't wanna say the word goodbye
Oh I try, oh I try

To keep my head above the ground
It's easier to just fall down
In the memories of you and I
But I try, oh I try

To forget about all the plans we made
Forget about all the nights we spent
Forget about all the things you left behind for me

But I don't wanna be alone at night and
I don't wanna be left outside, yeah
I don't like to see the streetlights fade away

Yeah I don't wanna be alone at night and
Look out at the window blindly
I don't wanna see the streetlights fade away

So I'm calling you up to say I'm fine
But we both know that's a lie
I don't wanna say the word goodbye
Oh I try, oh I try

To keep my head above the ground
It's easier to just fall down
In the memories of you and I
But I try, oh I try

But I don't wanna be alone at night and
I don't wanna be left outside, yeah
I don't like to see the streetlights fade away

Yeah I don't wanna be alone at night and
Look out at the window blindly
I don't wanna see the streetlights fade away
Fade away