"Bad Guy" lyrics

What if I'm the bad guy
I can feel my demons weighing on me, maybe I'm the bad guy, uh
Probably two eyes blind I can't see

You say that I'm tripping being hurt can make it kinda hard to listen
But I'm tryna find the way back to forgiveness
Thinking I could fix it, part of me convinced me that I can
But the other half told me to stand on business
I can't carry on and play along
Like you ain't do nothing wrong
Broken record, same old song
It goes on and on and on, on and on and on

Tell me this, can you name a time I did some sneaky shit
Know that I ain't perfect but my loyalty is so legit, that's off the rip
Tryna keep my peace that's why it's on my hip
They tryna bring me out so I just keep it lit
I can't trust the way that I did
I've been tryna change the way that I live
I just kept it real that's all that I did, that's all that I did

But what if I'm the bad guy
I can feel my demons preying on me
What if I'm the bad guy, uh
Probably two eyes blind I can't see

But I did it all for love
No one ever told me that it wouldn't be enough
Tryna stop the bleeding but it always leave me cut
I've been tryna live laugh love
'Cause there's more to life than money sex and drugs
And I ain't tryna judge, 'cause I know I'm a victim to it too
Can't lie, I know I be in my feelings too, sometimes
But if you don't change your point of view
It's gon' go on and on and on, on and on and on

Tell me this, can we really change in pictures
Still exist, gotta learn to grow and let it go, I know I'm not exempt
Steady putting out a burning bridge like I'm a fireman, try again
Feel like Kobe B. when all my shot a ten (What)

What can I say, glad to step aside and find me a way
Glad to step aside and find me a way, and find me a way

'Cause what if I'm the bad guy
That's why the demons preying on me
'Cause maybe I'm a bad guy, uh
Probably two eyes blind I can't see, uh