"Honestly" lyrics

Can we all stay honest?
I can feel death on us
As the days get shorter
My mind, it grows further away
From every moment of pain
And every drop from my veins

Muddy shoes tryna lead the way
Muddy waters thicken with
Every step that I take
Doubting myself is a whole new craze
Only the coolest of kids
Can cop a stay
Don't take that so literally

Why does she look
At me like a drug?
Well, maybe I'm still
Sobering up
Oh please know
I'll be floatin' on forever
Keep your head low
While my finger's on the trigger

You got your grip
Tighter than ever
Baby let me go
I can't make this feel any better
That is the truth
That ain't on me, it's on you

Who could've ever warned us?
It turned into a nightmare

My momma always told me don't
Let it get to your head
All the things you doing
Have a purpose in this life
You live
No I can't take it back
The things I did

The moon turns red
The fires raging on
There's nothing to be said
Can't take back what I've done
I left a burden on your life
I hate to say things twice
I'm reaching for the knife
But won't put up a fight

Let's just take it play by play
Baby don't you know I always take it day by day
I'm always wondering if we gone pop off like we should
But I ain't in it for what people think is good
Yeah I'm good