"Friendly Machine" lyrics

Flush my vomit down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always want but never need
Don't have an identity I can feed

I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay

Hungry for amphetamine
Sixty amitriptyline
Violently crying to the song that you sent me
Laxative, can't forgive
A reason to live
Find myself, lose myself
Be myself, fuck myself

Can you heal me mentally?
Can you sing a melody?
Can you be a friend to me?
People leave so suddenly
Suffering, peace offering
Virtual life is altering
On a noose, cut me loose
Never-ending self abuse

I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay

Flush my vomit down the drain
Think of my body getting hit by a train
Always want but never need
Don't have an identity I can feed

I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay
I like to think I'm doing just fine
I like to search my symptoms online
I liked it when the voices were gone
I liked to be with you, all alone
Around my neck, a friendly machine
Pretends to wipe my memory clean
Pretends to make it all go away
Pretends to make me feel quite okay