"Thoughts" lyrics

I was in school and I wanted to be [?], you know
Because I was fifteen and people said you ought to try it
I didn't really think much about it cause I had to get my [?], you know
I didn't think much about it, I was fifteen
But um, you know, I can't get rid of it now, I didn't even know I wanted it

I used to have a Saturday job at a hairdresser
It's like anybody's [?] it's a nickname
Everyone calls me [?] except my mom, my dad, and my sister
And yeah I think so, 'cause it's my name, you know that?

I was in school and I wanted to [?]
'Cause I didn't think much better, I was fifteen