"INSECURE" lyrics

Shit
Where I'm from
We grew up thinkin' silence make you solid, but it don't
Honesty do
So
Let me honestly tell you motherfuckers the truth

I'm insecure as fuck, I wanna fuck this slut
But I'm scared thinkin' how early I might nut
She a ten-plus
If she start moanin' when I get up in them guts, I'ma tell that bitch, "Hush"
That moanin' gon' make me nut quicker
Ooh, you moanin', girl, I fuck with you
Insecure, that's why I'm off the liquor
That's why I pop dick pills when I hit a stripper
I'm insecure, Issa Rae
Insecure 'cause I'm from the streets, but wanna change
But fuck that, I'ma stay the same
'Cause if I change, niggas gon' try to play with the name
Insecure, keep my feelings in the dark
'Cause fuck bein' played, I can't give you my heart
Windows tinted, can't fishbowl with the sharks
Behind it, I'm clutchin', ready to spark

I'm insecure
I'm insecure as fuck
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as fuck
Look
I'm insecure (Uh)

I got to ball with niggas I was on them benches with
I got a call sayin', "JID, you really killin' shit"
Not a fraud, bodyguard how I kick this
I'm not as tall, your bitch could tell you where my inches went
I'm not involved, put my all into this energy
Rest in piss to my flaws, stand in front of my fears and we face it all
Tryna keep appearances, the image is raw
Gotta be peaceful 'cause mentally, I've been in a war
I'm insecure with claustrophobia, walls closin' in
Wrote a song and it felt like me and God holdin' hands
Put my wrongs in my writings, I don't know if I belong
Workin' on my self-belief, I always thought that I was strong
And I was taught that as a man, you gotta take one to the chest with a smile even if you fucked up
Keep steppin', as a child
I used to be defensive and deflective, actin' out
I guess I was affected indirectly, but for now
I got to get my vision restored, I took a risk and didn't get the reward
Your validation and attention is foreign, no need, it's null and void
But I'm not for sure, am I immature? Maybe

I'm insecure
I'm insecure as fuck
I'm insecure
I'm insecure as fuck
I'm insecure

Man, you don't even know the half
I mean, it's a shame Issa Rae didn't cast me
SJS survivor, lookin' peculiar
On my way to sixth grade, you know middle school kids are cruel, all they did was harass me
I ain't get bullied or nothin'
I was down to take it outside, but all the pretty girlies I wanted was either laughin' at me
Or passin' me by, leavin' me on the far side like it was a joke to get close to me
Yeah, I played it off, held it in well, but I was cryin' inside
It's hard bein' soft, lot of my homies was supposedly fuckin', I was just jackin' off
On allthatass.com, my God
Now I'm a famous rapper and I can have any woman I want
Except for the woman I want, body-wise

I'm insecure (Solo)
I'm insecure as fuck (For sure)
I'm insecure (On the real, bro)
I'm insecure as fuck (You don't feel me, though)
I'm insecure

The Gentlemen's Club represents a new era
I'm not the same person you knew me to be
Think of this club as a place men go when they're ready to talk
Talk about things you'd never expect us to
Uncomfortable things
I'm insecure as fuck