"Handle" lyrics

I'm trying to get my voice heard
I feel like I don't deserve this
So tell me was all of this worth it
Bringing my here
What is my purpose
I carry the weight
The weight on my shoulders
And I cannot wait
For this to be over
I feel like I don't deserve this
I can't decide, blessings or curses

What do you want me to feel
This house, in my head
Isn't real
What do you want me to say
Glass by the door
And blood on the handle
You gave me more
Than I could handle

I'm trying so hard
So hard not to care
This place is alright
But it's so dark in here
So why do I feel
I feel like a burden
I keep telling myself that
Maybe I've earned it

What do you want me to feel
This house, in my head
Isn't real
What do you want me to say
Glass by the door
And blood on the handle
You gave me more
Than I could handle

You gave me more
Than I could handle

You gave me more
Than I could handle