"Softy" lyrics

There I was
You said what's the rush
I could feel my hot blood
I could feel my heart in my guts
You just wanted some back up
And I'm a bed full of bad luck
But I just want to love you

So be good to me
See the sweetness in this beast
I know my tempos never easy
And all my love is heavy

And all the while I fade like day glow
And I hold the line when I should just let go
I know, I know

I'm not as rough as I once was
You were the one but my heart was in handcuffs
I want so badly to be good enough
But all of my losses they led me to your love
So won't you keep me under your thumb

So tear me apart
Then you can get a good look at my heart