"Anniversary" lyrics

Gotta give me a minute, I'm back to loving myself
For so many years, I've given all that shit to someone else
It's crazy what you do when you fear being alone
Had to walk away from feeling like I wasn't enough for my own

I was tired of you bringing me down
It's crazy to think, the things I allow
I never received the love I gave out
And now it's been a year since I broke free
Happy anniversary to me
Happy anniversary to me
Happy anniversary
Happy anniversary

Addicted to the things that are bad for my health
Like whiskey and fuckin' up and blaming that shit on somebody else
3AM, walkin' and stumblin' home
I just wonder if, maybe you'd be better off if I was gone

I was tired of you bringing me down
It's crazy to think, the things I allow
I never received the love I gave out
And now it's been a year since I broke free
Happy anniversary to me
Happy anniversary to me
Happy anniversary
Happy anniversary

I just wanna live, I just wanna breathe
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna leave
Way too drunk to drive, I don't need the keys
I just want my love, wants to believe
I don't wanna ask, I don't wanna plead
Heart up on my sleeve, read it on a lease
I just wanna see what this world's got left for me

And I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm drowning in the Ocean
One shot, two shots; that's just to drown out my emotion
Someone go ask someone so, is it possible to get it caught
'Cause even in this world full of people, I'm alone

I was tired of me bringing you down
It's crazy to think, I realize it now
You never received the love you gave out
And now it's been a year since you broke free
Happy anniversary