"All There Is" lyrics

I tried everything
Took weed, cocaine, LSD and ketamine
I tried everything
Got clean but I still just can't feel anything
We fucked on the balcony
I swore I would jump just to give you a memory
Told the cops that it wasn't me
Next day I was flexing my stolen amenities

Ain't it fucked up
How I feel fucked up when I'm not getting fucked up
Were we in love?
Or were we just fine getting wasted and wasting time
(Ahhhh)
Waste of time
(Ahhhh)

If that's all there is
I can't figure it out
If that's all there is
Then it's not worth talking about
If that's all there is
If that's all there is
If that's all there is to life
Then I'll live

I can't let it be
Fell asleep in the car
Woke up moms yelling "Please! Just stop everything!"
What she found in the trunk would have got me a felony
We tripped in the pouring rain
I felt every drop, never was the same
I'm done editing
Casey ain't coming back
Tali getting that wedding ring

Ain't it fucked up
How it takes two pills just to get me to wake up
Sippin' the star bucks
But even I know stars turn into star dust
(Ahhh)
Really I'm lost
(Ahhhh)

If that's all there is
I can't figure it out
If that's all there is
Then it's not worth talking about
If that's all there is
If that's all there is
If that's all there is to life
Then I'll live
Then I'll live

(Is that all there fucking is?)