"I'm Going To Hit Rock Bottom, You Guys Want Anything?" lyrics

Whoa-oh-oh-oh (Oh!)
Whoa-oh-oh-oh (Oh!)

Nostalgia, born out of
Cities that don't exist
Don't look, don't speak, why don't you wanna be
Around me now?
Breathe toxins, bleed tension
Household built of stress
Don't look, don't speak, no, I don't wanna be
Me, drowned in doubt

Twenty-four hours awake and I'm numb
Where are the dreams I used to love?
Down at the bottom, no way back up
This time I'm giving up

(I'm giving up!) Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
(I'm giving up!) The self-loathing party never ends
So scream with me as we go down
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive 'cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind I'm giving up!

What I want's not enough
Guess I'm just obsessed
Don't look, don't speak, why don't you wanna be
Around me now?
Relive some old trauma
Things you should forget
Don't look, don't speak, no, I don't wanna be
Me, drowned in doubt

Forty-eight hours, sleep wouldn't come
Fated to be the afterthought
A walking cadaver, drained of all blood
Inside, I'm giving up

(I'm giving up!) Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
(I'm giving up!) The self-loathing party never ends
So scream with me as we go down
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive 'cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind I'm giving up!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh (Oh!)
'Cause now I've decided, tonight in my mind
Twenty-four hours awake and I'm numb
Where are the dreams I used to love?
Down at the bottom, no way back up
This time
Forty-eight hours, sleep wouldn't come
Fated to be the afterthought
A walking cadaver, drained of all blood
Inside

Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
The self-loathing party never ends
(It never ends!)
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive 'cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind I'm giving up!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh (Oh!)
Whoa-oh-oh-oh (Oh!)
'Cause now I've decided, tonight in my mind