"Happy" lyrics

I've been going to some dark places
I hate it when my mind races
I've got so many blank spaces
But I wanna change, wanna change, wanna change

I wish that I could get out of my own head
Forgot how to smile so I just pretend
And I'm scared to feel so I just deflect
But the low makes the high feel better
And I know I won't hurt forever

But I've been going to some dark places
I hate it when my mind races
I've got so many blank spaces
But I wanna change, wanna change, wanna change
To my own ways
I hope to heavens that I ain't shakin'
Sometimes I feel like I'm breakin' but I
I can change, I can change, I can change

And be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)

Hello again there, sadness my old friend
I think my medication is failin' (I need to carry on)
I've been ignoring the signs and check engine lights
I guess I needed the bad in order to get better
I won't be sad forever

But I've been going to some dark places
I hate it when my mind races
I've got so many blank spaces
But I wanna change, wanna change, wanna change
To my own ways
I hope to heavens that I ain't shakin'
Sometimes I feel like I'm breakin' but I
I can change, I can change, I can change

And be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
Eyah, I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy
Oh-oh

But I've been going to some dark places
I hate it when my mind races
I've got so many blank spaces
But I wanna change, wanna change, wanna change
To my own ways
I hope to heavens that I ain't shakin'
Sometimes I feel like I'm breakin' but I
I can change, I can change, I can change

And be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)
I just want, I just want, just wanna be happy (I wanna, I wanna, I wanna)

Happy
Shut up and be happy
It's fun being happy
That's what they say
Oh, and one day
I know I'll be happy
I'll be okay