"Sad Spider" lyrics

Told me not to stress 'bout it
Usually I can dance 'round it
This time, it's gone to my head
I don't know why
It's too different this time
I really don't know why
This is different times, different place and time

I been cryin' all day (Cryin')
I seen my brother turn rat in my face
I been cryin' all day (Only)
I seen my bitch go to an ex
I been cryin' all day
I seen my mama get sicker by the second
I been cryin' all day
Protect you with my life (Yeah), every single time, die 'bout you

Tryna pick a nigga up, tryna put a nigga down
I been goin' through it bad, but I try not to frown
I seen a gangster turn rat, they turned him to a pack
Interrogation room junkie, nigga gon' crack
Yeah, I was wrong, but don't do me bad, girl
I was just fuckin' on that bitch and I text her
She just a pillhead, muscle relaxer
I know you feel that, I'm sorry again
A couple niggas 'round me don't respect the shit that I got goin'
Tryna keep everything secrecy, but nigga wanna record it
Stop callin' me baby, bitch, I'm takin' off, I'm soarin'
I was tryna change your life around, but you was steady hoin'

I'm cryin' (Woah)
I been cryin' all day
I seen my brother turn rat right in my face
I been cryin' all day
I think my bitch went to her ex on me
She got me cryin' all day out loud
I think my mama gettin' sick on me
One of the reasons I won't never turn her down

And that's why I been grindin', grindin'
I don't plan on stoppin', all in
Might go from fallin', on it
Baby, are you only?
Do you only love me back?
Say it with your fuckin' tongue in mine
I'm tired of cryin'
Protect you with my life every single time, die 'bout you

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Told me not to stress 'bout it
Usually I can dance 'round it
This time, it's gone to my head
I don't know why
It's too different this time
I really don't know why
This is different times, different place and time
And that's why I been