"Moody" lyrics

Things just won't work out that's what I keep telling myself
I'll turn down any good thing that's ever offered to me
Cause I know I won't deserve it. How could I deserve it?
When everything I've ever done, fell short and leaves me spun
Back into my crippling doubt
That'll ever feel good about myself

'Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it
I just want to be out of this rut
I've been stuck in for over 10 fucking years

I want to know what's wrong with me
What exactly caused this lack of human compatibility?
It still makes me weak at the knees, when I think of how
I still haven't found the love I've been trying so hard to reach

With all the self-deprecation I wear on my sleeve
Or the cries for help that make people leave
Just shows that I'm too fucking weak
To keep holding on to this pathetic life I lead
The life I lead

What a waste I chase I've come this far
I breakaway, I break apart
If I could shake the way I made this start
Would I have a change of heart?
Would I have a change of heart?
Would I have a change of heart?

'Cause nothing ever works out the way I imagined it
I just want to be out of this rut
I've been stuck in for over 10 fucking years
10 fucking years
I know you don't care