"Cigarettes & Cry" lyrics

Thought that I could be someone
I don't even know myself
But when I fall I saw you
You helped me out
I see you dancing all alone
But I cant tell if it's true

So let me outside while I'm lookin for time
I don't wanna let go but it just feels like
You got me feel like Imma lose my mind
Smoking cigarettes and cry
Tonight
Let me tell you why
I'll tell you now

Girl I
Messed it up I'm sorry
But I'm tired
Being the reason u lied
You showed me love
You showed me how to fly
It's you
But I'm a fool

Nicotine or a hurricane
There's a storm inside my brain
I can't see it but I feel it
Like I miss u but I cant have you
When it rains
You don't care that skies are grey
Lost in the currents
Sad in this moment

Coping but I'm barely getting by
Hoping you're not with another guy
Doing nothing smoking cigarettes and cry
Tonight
Let me tell you why
I'll tell you now

I
Messed it up I'm sorry
But I'm tired
Being the reason you lied
You showed me love
You showed me how to fly
It's you
But I'm a fool

Girl I (I am a fool)
Messed it up I'm sorry (I am a fool)
But I'm tired
Being the reason you lied (You lied, lied, lied, lied)
You showed me love
You showed me how to fly
It's you
But I'm a fool