"Mad" lyrics

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
Everybody wishing I'd be something that I never have
I don't understand
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
Everybody wishing I'd be something that I never have
I don't understand
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
All the colours start fading into white and black
You hurt your heart, hurt your brain, hurt yourself
And try to change 'cause of everybody else
When all of my life's been set to your time
"It will be fine" is a criminal lie
Outta your sight and outta your mind
Ain't where I wanna sit down and reside 'cause

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
Everybody wishing I'd be something that I never have
I don't understand
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
Everybody wishing I'd be something that I never have
I don't understand
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad

(They don't understand)
Maybe I'm goin' mad
(They don't understand)
(No, they don't understand)

All my life, I been so
So detached, unemotional
All my time, I let go
I fight myself so I'm less alone
All my life, I been so
So detached, unemotional
All my time, I let go
I fight myself but no one knows

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
Everybody wishing I be something that I never have
I don't understand
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad

I don't think they understand
I know that I'm goin' mad
Everybody wishing I be something that I never have
I don't understand
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad
Maybe I'm goin' mad

(They don't understand)
Maybe I'm goin' mad
(They don't understand)
(No, they don't understand)
(Am I doing well?)