"War Pt. II" lyrics

Everybody loves the way you are
But you don't let them look inside you, do you?
I wish I could have been a better scar, for you, for you

But I wanna be a fake
I wanna be a liar
I wanna be the one to let you down
I cover up my face
I try to get inspired
But every time I do, you turn around

Up all night, lying awake
Dream of you talking to God
Melancholic kind of confession
Conversation going around
Bumper cars and merry-go-rounds
I don't think it's enough this time

And I'm not ready to kill
I'm not ready to die
But it's beginning to poison through my mind
Here it comes in waves
Are you feeling inspired?
Are you having the best time of your life?

Every time I try to speak
Is another wasted breath without you
Just another drop of blood I bleed

For you, for you, for you, for you
For you, for you, for you, for you

But I wanna be a fake
I wanna be a liar
I wanna be the one to let you down
I cover up my face
I try to get inspired
But every time I do, you turn around

And I'm not ready to kill
I'm not ready to die
And it's beginning to poison through my mind
Here it comes in waves
Are you feeling inspired?
Are you having the best time of your life?

Oh, oh