"Drunk In Chicago" lyrics

I'm somewhere lost in Chicago right now
Fuck
Damn
Pain, killing
Drunk as fuck right now

When you cry it's not charged into the game and I ain't mention this (And I ain't mention)
Mad at myself and at my guard and now I'm not even-
Notice it (And I ain't notice it)
I don't even notice you
I locked my feelings in a club, but I let you in it (But, I let you in it)
You was praying for me to lose
I was praying for you to win
My mama said that having problems, heart bigger than me (Bigger than me)
You'll rather be somewhere else in this world than right here with me
You the reason my heart got cold
World weighing on me, how I'm supposed to hold?
This the one I taught, baby come closer (Come here)
Telling me you here then why I feel lonely? (Lonely)
You better off without me, just gone on, I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe (I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe)
Having second thoughts about my dawg, watch him from the corner of my eye (Watch him)
So many people want me dead
I'm out here tryna survive
I know I fucked up so many times, (Uh) I promise this time I'm trying
Playing took a war with my emotions, it's starting to fuck with my mind (Uh, uh, uh)
With my career and even my kids, I'm tryna balance the ties (I'm tryna balance the ties)
Lord, I'm tired of being in this world, that's when I start to drink

Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me that right there)
Ayy
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I'm done, I'm done, this time I'm done)
Pass me a drink
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink (Hand me that)

Right now I'm too fucked up with myself
I'm tryna sober up (I ain't leaning)
Losing myself with my addictions, somebody wish me luck
Tryna be strong and hold on, feel myself giving up (I'm giving up)
Checking my cell-fans soon, but tonight I'ma live it up

Can you let go (Go) of me? (Drink)
I don't want you to hold on (On) me (I don't, I'm drinking)

Promise this time different
Played them for what it was, I promise I ain't tripping (I ain't tripping)
Ayy, when I be battling with myself that's when I create distance
Everybody telling 'em I could form it, but that's just how I'm dealing (How I deal with it)
Expressing myself on the mic like they care how I'm feeling
Don't call, I ain't answering my phone either
Promise I don't need ya
I'm prepared for you to walk out like "Gone on and leave me" (Bye)
I promise I could do this on my own and act like they don't believe me
Having dreams, dying in my home tryna protect my kingdom (The fuck)
Once I gave away my heart I begged for her to keep it (Keep it)
Thought I was done with this pain, but it's been running deeper (Been running deeper)
Fuck me and my brothers keeper
My brother tried to creep me
Drown in my emotions and this money while I'm still breathing
Only times I don't feel strong is the times I need to be
I'm wondering off alone at times I don't need to be
I'm tryna hold on, help me (Tryna hold on)
And I ain't at peace
Tryna focus on my career
Feel like I'm failing me (I'm failing)
I need therapy
Locking myself inside the dark, the devil talking to me (What he said?)
My dawg in jail and he ain't sad, but he blame me for his choices (You ain't [?])
Know he ain't do it and he facing time, he feel like it's torture

Can you let go of me? (Go) (Drink)
I don't want you to hold on me (On, go)
Now can you let go of me? (Go) (Drink)
I don't want you to hold on me (On, go)

Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I swear I'm done this time, I'm done, I'm done)
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Get out my-) (Nah I don't want it) (Yeah)
Pass me a drink
Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me a drink)

Pass me a drink
I'm done this time
I'm done with the-
Pass me a drink