"I Sacrifice Everybody" lyrics

(Cash walked down this beat, uh)

I found myself drownin' in water, askin' them for to save me
I know one day when I die, they gon' do nothin' but replace me
Feds on my line, I swear, lately, I been goin' crazy
I been dealin' with so much, but I can't let it break me

I swear, I don't wanna live this life no more
I swear, I ain't got it in me to fight no more
I'm already drunk, but I drink some more
I'm dealin' with my pain, but I can't ignore it

My mic been my therapy, but I been holdin' back on our conversation
What they sayin' has been gettin' to me, but I been actin' like that shit don't phase me
It's a bag on my head and they say crime don't pay
Since I was born, been goin' through it, the trials and tribulations
They all backstabbed me, I don't even know if I can go trust my brother
I almost shed a tear today, me think about leavin' my brothers
Like how you did some foul shit behind my back, knowin' that we got each other
For the beef, yeah, I won, but to the streets, I lost my brother
To the opps, I was thinkin' of 'em, but they make my life no better
I gave my heart to you, it's gold, treat my heart like treasure
I ain't used to feelin' love, forgive me, I don't know no better
I been broke, been tryna stay strong, but they don't see it through
Can't believe when you say, "Forever," one day, you gon' leave me too
Just me 'cause I got money, but you don't what I been through
Battlin' my thoughts when I'm alone, even when I'm right next to you
Started out as an army, now I'm down to a few
How the fuck can I lead when I don't know what to do?

I swear, I don't wanna live this life no more
I swear, I ain't got it in me to fight no more
I'm already drunk, but I drink some more
I'm dealin' with my pain, but I can't ignore it

All this fame fuckin' up my reality
They constantly doin' me dirty, they doin' it casually
They treatin' me like I ain't human, that's just what they doin' to me
How can I put y'all all first and still focus on me?
I was tryna clean y'all life up, but y'all all threw dirt on me
Fightin' this war, go through this storm, wasn't nobody else but me
And I just know what money bring, more problems for me
Nobody to solve it but me, put it all on me
Picture this, me dyin', it ain't no more of me
I been goin' through so much, mama havin' death threats
Any moment, I can die, I don't know if I'ma die next
I left my house without my gun when death sittin' 'round the corner
Clutchin' on my gun tight, knowin' that I'm a goner

I swear, I don't wanna live this life no more
I swear, I ain't got it in me to fight no more
I'm already drunk, but I drink some more
I'm dealin' with my pain, but I can't ignore it