"Looking Back" lyrics
Heart heavy, I can't fight it
Tryna love, but I can't hide it
Too many nights I've been bleedin'
Chasin' love, I stopped believin' (Stopped believin')
Scars on my soul, they ain't healin'
Still hear your voice when I'm dreamin'
Cold nights, I've been fadin' (I can't)
Love gone, can't replace it (Hear your voice when I'm dreamin')
You was right, but the time wrong
Now I'm stuck tryna hold on (I hear your voice when I'm dreamin')
Follow my heart, I don't know where it's goin' (Where it's goin', it's goin')
Gone off this pill, tryna see how I'm goin' (Throw back this pill)
I tip my hat to all them niggas who keepin' it real (Tip my hat)
In this world, nobody care 'bout how you feel (Nobody care)
You had your shot, you mad at yourself on why you fumbled (You had your shot)
I was puttin' the pieces together when the world, it was crumblin' (The world was crumblin')
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (How wrong they did me)
I'm at war with my thoughts
We show up on the score, but why it still feel like we lost?
Bro said some crazy shit on the phone, don't know what he talkin' 'bout (The fuck?)
The one time I don't come through is the time we fallin' out (Damn)
Look at me, I made it out the hood, that's what it's all about (Look, I made it)
Bro mad about that shit, chill, don't chalk him out (Just chill)
I don't care how close we is, you cross me, I'll X you out
I don't know if you leave me right now, I don't know if I can do without you
Hidin' in the house from paparazzi (From paparazzi)
I ain't dependin' on nobody, I can do without you
Don't think the beef over after you execute your rival (Don't think it's over)
I ain't choosin' a side between these rappers when they beef (Can't)
Fuck the gimmicks, you gon' die, you play with me (Play with me)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (I can't go back)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me
I'm always expectin' that you lyin', how I know it's the truth?
All the nights you held me when I was cryin' brought me closer to you (Closer to you)
I'm ready to tell you, "I do"
If I could buy time, I'd spend it all on you (I'd spend it all on you)
I'd spend it all on you
I cannot stop 'til I'm bleedin' ('Til I'm bleedin')
My heart went cold, now I'm anemic
Fightin' for my soul with my demons
It's time to let go for this reason, I know
It's my fault, I dove in way too deep (Too deep)
It's my fault for thinkin' they real when they was playin' for keeps
If I give you my heart, don't be playin' with me
Be careful with your words and what you sayin' to me
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (Can't go back)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (How wrong you did me)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me, it wasn't easy for me)
Cold nights, I've been fadin'
Love gone, can't replace it
You was right, but the time wrong
Now I'm stuck tryna hold on
Tryna love, but I can't hide it
Too many nights I've been bleedin'
Chasin' love, I stopped believin' (Stopped believin')
Scars on my soul, they ain't healin'
Still hear your voice when I'm dreamin'
Cold nights, I've been fadin' (I can't)
Love gone, can't replace it (Hear your voice when I'm dreamin')
You was right, but the time wrong
Now I'm stuck tryna hold on (I hear your voice when I'm dreamin')
Follow my heart, I don't know where it's goin' (Where it's goin', it's goin')
Gone off this pill, tryna see how I'm goin' (Throw back this pill)
I tip my hat to all them niggas who keepin' it real (Tip my hat)
In this world, nobody care 'bout how you feel (Nobody care)
You had your shot, you mad at yourself on why you fumbled (You had your shot)
I was puttin' the pieces together when the world, it was crumblin' (The world was crumblin')
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (How wrong they did me)
I'm at war with my thoughts
We show up on the score, but why it still feel like we lost?
Bro said some crazy shit on the phone, don't know what he talkin' 'bout (The fuck?)
The one time I don't come through is the time we fallin' out (Damn)
Look at me, I made it out the hood, that's what it's all about (Look, I made it)
Bro mad about that shit, chill, don't chalk him out (Just chill)
I don't care how close we is, you cross me, I'll X you out
I don't know if you leave me right now, I don't know if I can do without you
Hidin' in the house from paparazzi (From paparazzi)
I ain't dependin' on nobody, I can do without you
Don't think the beef over after you execute your rival (Don't think it's over)
I ain't choosin' a side between these rappers when they beef (Can't)
Fuck the gimmicks, you gon' die, you play with me (Play with me)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (I can't go back)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me
I'm always expectin' that you lyin', how I know it's the truth?
All the nights you held me when I was cryin' brought me closer to you (Closer to you)
I'm ready to tell you, "I do"
If I could buy time, I'd spend it all on you (I'd spend it all on you)
I'd spend it all on you
I cannot stop 'til I'm bleedin' ('Til I'm bleedin')
My heart went cold, now I'm anemic
Fightin' for my soul with my demons
It's time to let go for this reason, I know
It's my fault, I dove in way too deep (Too deep)
It's my fault for thinkin' they real when they was playin' for keeps
If I give you my heart, don't be playin' with me
Be careful with your words and what you sayin' to me
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (Can't go back)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me)
I can't go back on how wrong they did me (How wrong you did me)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy)
Lookin' back, it wasn't easy for me (It wasn't easy for me, it wasn't easy for me)
Cold nights, I've been fadin'
Love gone, can't replace it
You was right, but the time wrong
Now I'm stuck tryna hold on
