"Trenches" lyrics

Oh yeah
It's that life of betrayal two times
Through all this shit
I want you to feel this

Pouring the drink inside my cup but this ain't no actavis
Young nigga in the street bad as fuck I was just an active jit
Late night on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick got all my shit tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh why I don't like the nigga next to me
Oh why I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why the ones I love they keep stressing me

Put it all on the table
Remember the times where I wasn't able
I was mad the cable man cause they had cut off all the cable
Bridges burned and I had turned along with the table
We were struggling bad so we weren't financially stable
Oh I shot so many times so I never put my guard down
I was an animal in these streets so they had sent me to the dog pound
Sitting on the bench but now I ball now
Can't depend on nobody they let me all down
I shot they shut me all down
Sitting 100 out the bank and I broke bread with all my niggas
I want the best for all the guys ain't right if I'm a shine without my niggas
I'm a boss so don't belittle me
One lost bet but I lost to the streets
I lost some people that I wish who was still here with me

Pouring the drink inside my cup but this ain't no actavis
Young nigga in the street bad as fuck I was just an active jit
Late night on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick got all my shit tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh oh I don't like the nigga next to me
Oh oh I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why the ones I love they keep stressing me

I still got questions for all the ones above
I know you in heaven but do you wish you were where you was?
I know that things would be different
Know how it feel to be down bad so if I lose I know I'll survive
I'm just so open on this mic I know this pain come alive
I watch the dope dealers sell dope to all the hood aunties
They all be fiending so bad they'll suck dick to support they needs
I know a lady who took care of me grabbed my hand and begged and plead
Told her I had nothing for her she knew I was lying just too hard to believe
But I don't know why
Why God made me the chosen one
And I don't know why
Why I'm quick to put a hole in one
But lord knows I try
This title I'm tryna hold it up
I can't close my eyes, cause all my dreams I got murder uh

Pouring the drink inside my cup but this ain't no actavis
Young nigga in the street bad as fuck I was just an active jit
Late night on the corner with dope boys and all the savages
I got up off my dick got all my shit tell me why y'all mad at this
Oh oh I don't like the nigga next to me
Oh oh I reach for the sky like it's next to me
But I don't know why, why God keep on blessing me
And I don't know why the ones I love they keep stressing me