"From The Start" lyrics

Fall, fell for you from the start (start)
Drugs make me feel like a man again (man again)
Now I'm walking round like a mannequin
Bound to curse I was there, yeah, yeah
I ain't asked for that shit, yeah, yeah
Brought a pilly right in, yeah, in
That's all I can say
These drugs give me cold
But these drugs keep me sane
I hope you stayed the same (same)
I know I'm part of the plan
I gave you everything

I guess it wasn't meant to be (meant to be)
I hope you understand what you meant to me (meant to)

Forty racks on my baby's clothes
Threw this speeding clock
Ride your ass 'bout a day
Bitch, yeah, you're acting like you're Broadway
Now [?] so low
But these pills make it high low
Have thought [?]
But you lied to my face
[?] but when I woke up [?]
Sincerely clear I wanna die anyway

Fall, fell for you from the start (start)
Drugs make me feel like a man again
Now I'm walking round like a mannequin
Bound to curse I was there, yeah, yeah
I ain't asked for that shit, yeah, yeah
Brought a pilly right in, yeah, in
That's all I can say
These drugs give me cold
But these drugs keep me sane
I hope you stayed the same (same)
I know I'm part of the plan