"Swan Song" lyrics

Check my phone like
"Where did it all go wrong?" Like
Lookin' at photos
Can't even look at those
Thinkin' 'bout what we used to be
Thinkin' 'bout what we used to have
Now I'm just cruisin' down the same road all again
'Cause I wanna know what it feels like to come down
From the trip of a lifetime, pure ecstasy
I wanna know what it feels like to come down
See the tracks in my tears, now I'm gone, not here
I hope you chase your dreams 'cause it's all I do
And it's all I know
And all we knew was each other and what we built
But it's all for show
'Cause it's no secret, we both need it
Can't keep fighting like we did, oh no, gotta let it go
No secret when the swan sings
Like a swan sings before it dies

Paint the town red
Paint the town red
Paint the town red
With my name in your blood
Paint the town red
Paint the town red
Paint the town red
With my name in your blood

I was on the phone, like
Couldn't control it
Didn't wanna see you
Invisible hands moved through the room
I can see that green dress
That we bought that one night
Why you goin' on vacation
When you just wanna stay in bed?
I said like
Who you gon' meet when I am not around?
It hurts to know, but it hurts to question
Who you gon' be when I am not around?
It's not up to me, I gotta let it go, I gotta continue to-

Tracks in my tears, they keep falling down
Tracks in my tears, they won't hit the ground
Tracks in my tears, they keep falling down
Tracks in my tears, they won't hit the ground

Paint the town red
Paint the town red
Paint the town red
With my name in your blood