"Melted Coffee" lyrics

There's no use in wondering what might have happened instead
You look too far into the future, you'll shit yourself scared

My world's fallen over and under
And backwards and back 'round again
See the light in my eyes disappear
Need a reason for why am I here

It's not so different, I like my coffee iced
And lie awake all night
I thought the world's all mine
Then I realized I'm jaded, right?

My room's messed, my head's clean, my clothes washed
My brain's fried, my chest breaks, my heart stops
At midnight, I'll go where our eyes locked
And hope you still search for that soft spot

I don't look like myself anymore
I don't look like myself anymore
See the light in my eyes disappear
Need a reason for why am I here

It's not so different, I like my coffee iced
And lie awake all night
I thought the world's all mine
Then I realized I'm jaded, right?

It's not so different, I like my coffee iced
And lie awake all night
I saw my world on fire, and I need more time
I need more time