"CLOUDS" lyrics

I didn't know it had to really be this hard
For everyone to accept who we are in this world
Every time you trust someone, they break your heart
Call them a friend but they think you're scarred
Even though you were true to them

You're thinking you're just fine
But you mess up just one time
Everyone thinks you're a lie
It's a fucking shame, oh, why?

I'm here alone in this bed
Crying at my silhouette
Everybody thinks I'm really happy now
They don't know the things I did
Just to get inside this messed up head
Everybody thinks I'm happy in these clouds
Then why don't you try to be in this life
Then why don't you try to be in this life

I tried to love a bunch of people through the years
Even thought I was with the girl of my dreams
But I'm young and I mess up a lot, I'm sorry, dear
I'm still trying my best sincerely
But somehow you think, I fooled you

And I heard you messed me up
With some people I just trusted
And now I'm the bad guy here
All of you became my fear

I'm here alone in this bed
Crying at my silhouette
Everybody thinks I'm really happy now (Oh-oh)
They don't know the things I did
Just to get inside this messed up head
Everybody thinks I'm happy in these clouds
Then why don't you try to be in this life
Then why don't you try to be in this life
Then why don't you try to be in this life
Then why don't you try to be in this life