"Blooming" lyrics

I've been fighting my case, and I've been doing just fine
Never paid no attention
I just live in my mind
And I have the retention
For the things that I find
So I feel it's a sentence
I ain't living your lie

I ain't living your lie
I ain't living your lie

Maybe I was my own Achilles
When I didn't find out, running from me

'Cause I'm not scared of my shadow
'Cause the things that I've let go
Pick your card. Which one you choosing?
That's part of the illusion
When life falls to ruins
Is it dying or blooming?

I've been telling you this
From the moment exist
Never telling no lies, I just live in abyss
Yeah, I said I've been patient, but that shit don't fly
I been getting it right

Maybe I was my own Achilles
When I didn't find out, running from me

'Cause I'm not scared of my shadow
'Cause the things that I've let go
Pick your card. Which one you choosing?
That's part of the illusion
When life falls to ruins
Is it dying or blooming?