"happy again" lyrics

You're doing well
Maybe a bit too much
I hate that I still see you clearly
After you left me in the dust
Okay and so what?
Maybe I broke you first (I know, I know)
However much you hurt me
I hope you're hurting worse (At least for now)

It's not that if I can't have you
Then no one can (Then no one can)
I just wanna be the first
The first one to be happy again
If I could just win this round
Make it one out of ten
I would be so happy
For you to be happy again
Happy again

I know I'm selfish
But so are you
How dare you move on
After what I put you through?
I wish you well but not the best
At least until I'm happy again