"Ever After" lyrics

All these thoughts still in my head
Remember being happy back when we met
You told me not to fall for you, but I did
I told you I'd fight for you and not quit
'Cause everyday felt like a fucking movie
Didn't believe in love 'til it went and happened to me
'Cause I met the right girl, it just happened to be
The wrong time 'cause she end up back to boujee
I guess it happens, never got a happy ever after as long as you're happy
That's what truly matters, I never cared about no other factor
It's always been you and then me, never backwards
Funny how love always end up in pain
Fuck it, let's do it again
Risk my whole life to go through it again
Knowing I'm going right into the edge
I don't care anymore
'Cause without you there's no air anymore
I lay down to sleep, but I can't find my peace
So I toss and I turn every night in these sheets
When I finally do, I see you in my dreams
Girl, get outta my head, I just wanna be free
Outta everyone in the fucking world
Tell me why the hell it had to happen to me
'Cause the girl that I loved so fucking bad loves another man
I just hope and prey to God
Every night he gives you everything I can't
I just hope that he's there for you
Hope that he cares for you
That he puts you above him
And when it gets unbearable know that you don't need a man to take care of you
But just say the word and I'll carry you
Just say the word and I'll marry you
Know that you don't need a man to take care of you
But just say the word and I'll carry you
I swear to God I'd take a bullet for you
Wouldn't even have to think twice
Fuck the fame, fuck the money
I just wanna be with you another night...