"Off The Cliff" lyrics

I got a bad habit of not saying how I feel til it's too late
Why do I always wait
Until the moments passed
Until he's moved on and all I can do is look back
Why do I do that

If I leaned in
Would it feel like fire
Would it break me down
Would it take me higher
Would it have been me not her
Or would you and me have never worked

There I go off the cliff
Drowning myself in what ifs
Here I am diving in
To the would've could've should've been
I'm falling tumbling off the ledge
I'm playing back what I wish I said
Or maybe it was always gonna end like this
There I go off the cliff

I see you out with her
I think that could be me
But then I wonder if that's even where I wanna be
Cause I'll be out on the road
And I'll be playing shows
So maybe it's something that's better if I never know
My overthinking thoughts are getting way too loud
Somebody get this girl a parachute right now

There I go off the cliff
Drowning myself in what ifs
Here I am diving in
To the would've could've should've been
I'm falling tumbling off the ledge
I'm playing back what I wish I said
Or maybe it was always gonna end like this
There I go off the cliff

I guess if it's meant to be then you'd be mine
But what if I just really fucked it up this time

There I go off the cliff
Drowning myself in what ifs
Here I am diving in
To the would've could've should've been
I'm falling tumbling off the ledge
I'm playing back what I wish I said
Or maybe it was always gonna end like this
There I go off the cliff