"What If" lyrics

Feels like poison
Having these thoughts around you
Cause if I think too loud
You might hear the doubts

Just avoid it
Play it off like we're perfect
Deep under the surface
We both know
That something ain't working

Do I pick up the pieces or leave 'em
You're asleep while I stare at the ceiling, thinking

What if I lose all that we have?
What if forever's a year and a half?
What if when I pick door number two
All I ever do is look for you

What if our love turns into hate
What if we're building this all just to break
I don't wanna say that's what this is but what if
What if it is?
What if?
What if?

Maybe we're holding each other back
Without me you could be the best version of you
Should walk away if I love you

But I hope that one day you'll get better
Someday we'll find our way back together
(We'll find our way)

Cause what if I lose all that we have?
What if forever's a year and a half?
What if when I pick door number two
All I ever do is look for you

What if our love turns into hate?
What if we're building this all just to break?
I don't wanna say that's what this is but what if
What if?

What if one day when I hear this song
Say I knew it all along
Or will we listen and laugh
Went to hell but we came back

One day when I hear this song
I'll still wish that I was wrong
Or will we listen and laugh
Went to hell but we came back

What if I lose all that we have?
What if forever's a year and a half?
I don't wanna say that's what this is but what if?

What if our love turns into hate?
What if we're building this all just to break
I don't wanna say that's what this is but what if
What if it is?
What if?
What if?
But what if?