"Love Is Timeless But Hate Dies With The Hateful" lyrics

I rushed as fast as I could to see the shell of the boy I raised laying helpless on this bed
Tubes racing in every direction holding the chemicals of life that you seem to lack on your own
As a concerned parent it's now apparent you were a troubled mind

Tell me where did I go wrong when I raised you?
Was it the over-affection or the willingness to listen?
I've put nothing but the best in front of you and this is what you put in front of me

I'm sorry, my mind is running in circles as my legacy lays in front of me in broken pieces
I've tried collecting my thoughts, I've tried reaching to the God I know you don't believe in with hopes he'll finally change your mind

Tell me where did I go wrong when I raised you?
Was it the over-affection or the willingness to listen?
I've put nothing but the best in front of you and this is what you put in front of me
If only you could hear my voice and know the pain you brought to me
I sit here alone and think "No mother should watch her child die"

But I'll say your apology just to hear "I'm sorry"
And I'll say "It's quite okay, we all make mistakes sometimes"

Thinking through these months where I never heard from you
How much pain were you going through?
How many times did you scream for help?
I tried to call, I tried to be there
I just wanted to show I still care
Now look at you (Now look at you)
I just wish, I could set you free!