"Sublimation Of Internal Strife" lyrics

I watch the sky as it turns to emptiness, soft eerie sounds fill within my head
I feel the ground as it starts to rumble, the veins of cracks split beneath my feet
Internal fears begin to rise up from the ground, anxiety sets in once again
What kind of God did I upset this time? Is it too late to pray for forgiveness now?

Who would've known karma comes around full circle?
All these plagues rest within my thoughts
I lost control, freed all my phobias

I need to make it to my room where I feel safe, it's my personal heaven
I cannot escape, every turn is worse

I feel useless, I feel betrayed by my own brain
I conjured up these demons sent out to destroy me

I never thought twice to the words that I spoke
And I've never stood up for the right cause
Now just look where that got me
Now just look where that got me

Now just look where that got me
Now just look where that got me