"Order & Entropy" lyrics

Tell my loved ones I wanted it
Will you let it fill your thoughts?
This time compiled like eternity
You always knew exactly what I would say

Tell my loved ones I wanted it
Will you let it fill your thoughts?
This time compiled like eternity
You always knew exactly what I would say

I kept just festering about
You picked a jester for your house
It's pathetic how I'm a mess around newer faces
Accepting less to be allowed
I'll press these blessings into frowns
I could be a clown
I could steal the crown to impress them
Pick myself up off of the ground
I've carried worse to be let down
Just a here and now
You should be so proud
It's a sealed embrace
Abrasive as I am aroused
Delaying what's to come around
I'll be better now
I'll defend myself when you're piercing me

Tell my loved ones I wanted it
Will you let it fill your thoughts?
This time compiled like eternity
You always knew exactly what I would say

I'm only filled with entropy
No order, just debris
Compared to what you see
Constraints canceled by the clarity
Leave me
I don't want you to see me reject your direction
Empathy flees me
I don't need you to leak me out as they applaud

Instead of acting like you hunted the weak
You pretend to feel a pulse
You always knew exactly what I would say
You always knew exactly what I would say

Tell my loved ones I wanted it
Will you let it fill your thoughts?
This time compiled like eternity
You always knew exactly what I would say

Fear not, I'll solve all my problems
My qualms aren't evolving again
There there, friend
You're the reminder my mind might be faltered again