"bipolar waves" lyrics

And I cant fly away
The other side is way to far away
I'm stuck inside my brain
And floating thru these long bi polar waves

17 lost self esteem
Send me in a time machine or don't
Guess that I'm still yet to see
Everything in front of me
Everything that's meant to be
Intoxication druggie but addiction does empower me
Was dancing in my room now im dancing in a mansion
The only real flex is that I made it with my passion
I'd tell you how I did it but I'd rather keep you asking
I kinda want a girlfriend but I cannot get distracted
So I'm planet switching - felt too different
Had to change the way I'm living
Started getting paranoia from the ways that I was thinking
Like a boat that's always sinking
But it never hit the bottom
Like the days that I was drinking
And we smashed an empty bottle
Now I'm writing up these novels with the words inside my head
Played a hero and a villain
I'm like superman gone bad
I'm just plotting for the win
And I'm living in pretend
And I kinda sorta never wanna see your face again

And I cant fly away
The other side is way to far away
I'm stuck inside my brain
And floating thru these long bi polar waves

I'm with Alice in a wonderland
When paper hit the pen
And she ask me where I've been
I said knowledge the real power
I cant tell you where I been
I cant tell you I what I know
I cant tell you what I miss
I cant tell you where I go
So im feeling like my idea was right
To ignore all my
Evil thoughts at night

And I cant fly away
The other side is way to far away
I'm stuck inside my brain
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
(These long bipolar waves
These long bipolar waves
These long bipolar waves
These long bipolar waves)