"MEMORIES!" lyrics

Damn
Another pointless song about someone who doesn't give a shit about me

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny

Ya I'm searching for my destiny
Tripping for a better me
I don't wanna break your heart
So you better leave
It's not that I don't love you
I'm just losing myself mentally
And yeah I'd rather scream
Than use you as my remedy

I'm scared to open up
I'm scared to really feel
Afraid of my own mind
I don't know if I will heal
I wish that you weren't real
I wish this ended when I woke up
And my high is my sobriety
I wish someone would save us

I know it's not my destiny
To die without a legacy
I guess I am my enemy
Ya why'd I look through memories

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny