"ruin everything" lyrics

(Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh)

I don't wanna feel right now
It's holding me back
Giving me heart-attacks, or cardiac arrest
And I don't wanna breathe right now, holding it
'Cause if I do, that means I'm loosing you again

And I like, how you think that's gonna save me now
When nobody's gonna save me
How, could you ever wanna fix this broken man alone?

Fuck, I ruin everything (yeah, yeah)
But I was doing everything for you (yeah, yeah)
The chemicals inside your brain (yeah, yeah)
Tell me it's the fucking same for you (same for you, ooh)
And I was slowly dying
Where were you? (where were you?)
Where were you?
When I was trying to fight it
Where were you? (where were you?)
Where were you?

Don't wanna beat myself
Tell me who does?
I keep crawling out my skin, I feel too much
And I wish you could see right now
The look in my eyes
You were the only one who never told me lies

And I like how you think that's gonna save me now
When nobody's gonna save me
How, could you ever wanna fix this broken man alone?

Fuck, I ruin everything (yeah, yeah)
But I was doing everything for you (yeah, yeah)
The chemicals inside your brain (yeah, yeah)
Tell me it's the fucking same for you (same for you, ooh)
And I was slowly dying (slowly dying)
Where were you? (Where were you?)
Where were you?
When I was trying to fight it (trying to fight)
Where were you? (Where were you?)
Where were you?

Yeah, yeah (ooh, ooh-ooh)
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah (ooh, ooh-ooh)
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah (ooh, ooh-ooh)
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah (ooh, ooh-ooh)
Yeah, yeah