"Shit Summer" lyrics

It's been another shit summer
And another and another one
I've been scared for my brother
Because cancer is never fun
I've been living the dream
Viagra and Sertreline
Saved a picture for insta
Of a pizza to share with no one

It's been another shit summer
Cause I'm mental and I'm broke as fuck
A hundred letters unopened
Not today mate. Too scared to look
Nothings quite what it seems
That guy on Raya is me
Did you notice the Grammy
In the background of my profile shot?

Now you're finally all grown up
Now you're finally all broke up
Don't drag it, goddam it
You want it, you got it
So lonely at the top

It's been another long winter
Man, it's so cold but it never snows
I've been staring at my feet
Half the morning - my fungal toes
Really missing my kids
And all the noise that they bring
Gonna see them on Friday
But it's Wednesday and the days go on and on...

Now you're finally all grown up
Now you're finally all broke up
Don't drag it, goddam it
You want it, you got it
So lonely at the top