"Fusion" lyrics

I lost my faith
I lost the feeling in my veins
A masochist, afraid of pain
Now I see the grave
Oh, how it sets me free
I died in my dreams
And I found my peace

There's nothing here for me
Here for me
What's the point of peace
If I don't feel a thing?
And in the end I'll break
In the end I'll break
If everyone's okay
Then you can let me fade

And when I find God
I'll tell him he's wrong
Cause I can't be saved
Cause I don't belong
And I don't wanna look up
Cause if I breathe, I'll drown
And I won't make it out
If it all comes back down
And it always comes down