"I Used To Have Strings" lyrics

I don't feel the weight of the world anymore
I let go of everything I used to know
I don't feel the pain in my chest like before
Like before

So why do I care?
When I know that I don't belong anywhere?
And they'll never understand what I am
There's no place for me and
I'll have nothing to lose
If I lose everything
I used to look up
I used to have strings

But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free

Tryna sell me dreams I no longer believe
Tryna make me someone I never could be
Why do I keep chasing what's out of my reach?
My reach

And why does it hurt?
When I know I'll never get what I deserve
And they'll never understand what I'm worth
There's no place for me and
I'll have nothing to lose
If I lose everything
I used to look up
I used to have strings

But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free
But now I'm free