"Recede" lyrics

All this back and forth, I'm getting sick
In and out of my head, I'm tossed in the current
I can't even close my eyes

Without seeing your face inside my head
Come on, these walls keep shrinking
I can't keep up with it
So I drink until I can't think twice

And the pain, when I burn out
You don't even know just how
Oh, you don't even know

And all this feeling, I chase, can't find a place
There's no seed and space to lay in this bed of roses

I'm finally letting go of the ship
And as it sails off into the sunset
I, I can't help but recognize

That as I fade into the night
Safe on the ground, in the dirt, looking at the sky
I spin like those burning lights

And the pain, when they burn out
You don't really know just how
No, you don't really know

And all this feeling, I chase, can't find a place
There's no seed and space to lay in this bed of roses

Finally found a way that seemed all right
Hang my head, buried deep inside
Recede into the tide