"The Mother In Me" lyrics

Caught in a world that's plagued by something they called love
A paradigm of illness is the beast I have become
The sights that I have seen could nearly bring me to my knees
I've seen exactly what it is I never want to be

But I keep it deep inside myself
It's within me
Keep it deep within yourself and sink with me

Last night I had the misfortune to see it all first hand
"Evacuate the premises" was the innate first command
What drives the need for all of this?
And will I ever understand?
Has someone failed to tell me of this master plan?

But I keep it deep inside myself
It's within me
Keep it deep within yourself and sink with me