"Communication" lyrics

I'm at a loss of words
Why'd you blindside me?
I gave you everything I had
And you just threw it away

Said you felt something's wrong
But you were biting your tongue
You felt a strain but ain't say it 'til it pulled you too far
Blew up in flames. Now, it's all gone
And I'm left questioning how it went on for this long

I don't know, but I feel it
Long distance turned us into strangers in love
And I don't know how to feel yet
'Cause maybe this is a sign from above

But I don't wanna believe it
Leave it, leave it, leave it, leave it
Heart been blown to pieces, pieces, pieces, pieces
So, how could I just leave it
Leave it, leave it, leave it, leave it
I'd rather die
Revive
And die again

Why ain't you say a word to me?
Honestly: worse than hurtful things
Locked up your heart and turned the key
Before we had the chance to work on things
Deserted me

And now, everybody knows
Our love has died. It's gone
I've hit a violent low
Send me to God. You might as well
Because I got questions
Why'd you do this?
Tell me: is this my "forever"?

'Cause I don't wanna believe it
Leave it, leave it, leave it, leave it
Heart been blown to pieces, pieces, pieces, pieces
So, how could I just leave it
Leave it, leave it, leave it, leave it
I'd rather die
Revive
And die again