"love me anyway" lyrics

Never younger, never older
Think I lived a couple lifetimes since eighteen
Am I growing, or am I drifting?
Am I messing up, am I just twenty-three?
When I'm still enough to focus
I don't know the girl I see

'Cause I drink too much and I get too high
And I wake up next to someone I can't take back home
And I'm not sure that I'm sure what I believe in
I'd wreck my life to feel more like I'm in control
If I let you in my brain
Would you pray for me to change?
Or would you love me anyway?

What you don't know doesn't hurt you
But what you don't know is it's been hurting me
I make you happy, but damn it's lonely
Keeping one half hid and one half on my sleeve
Did you mean it when you told me
I could tell you anything?

'Cause I drink too much and I get too high
And I wake up next to someone I can't take back home
And I've spent some nights that ain't like the way you raised me
If you knew, would you still pick up the phone?
If I told you everything
Would you pray for me to change?
Or would you love me anyway?

Still got a cross around my neck
But I'm standing at a crossroads
Of where I've been and where I'm gonna be
Yeah, I just wanna know that you're still listening

When I drink too much and I get too high
And I wake up next to someone I can't take back home
And I'm not sure that I'm sure what I believe in
Wreck my life to feel more like I'm in control
If I fall too far from grace
Would you hold to what you say?
Would you love me anyway?

Would you love me anyway?
Please love me anyway