"Mainly Disappointed" lyrics

I used to be attracted
To let you have your way
I'd pick you little flowers
I'd keep you warm and safe
I'd meet you by the bus stop every single day
I know you're kind of desperate
I know you're kind of done
I know our little candle's light is nearly gone
I know you try to save me
That's where you get it wrong
I'm sorry that you find me mainly disappointin'

Numb when I had it all
Didn't feel it, did I?
Lyin' helpless on the floor
Feelin' mainly disappointed
High, but I just want more
Didn't feel it, did I?
Must be all the Adderall
Left me mainly disappointed

I never mean to hurt you
But suddenly, it's done
I meant to meet your family
I said that I would come
I'll promise every mornin'
Forget it by the night
I'm sorry that you find me mainly disappointin'

Numb when I had it all
Didn't feel it, did I?
Lyin' helpless on the floor
Feelin' mainly disappointed
High, but I just want more
Didn't feel it, did I?
Must be all the Adderall
Left me mainly disappointed

You're in the bathroom now
Getting ready for the weekend
Brush it off with a lick of hairspray
You really believe I could be the man you want?
Just for once
Keep sober for the weekend
But I'm mainly disappointin'

Numb when I had it all
Didn't feel it, did I?
Lyin' helpless on the floor
Feelin' mainly disappointed
High, but I just want more
Didn't feel it, did I?
Must be all the Adderall
Left me mainly disappointed