"User Lost" lyrics

Sat here crying
On a rock
Can't stop shaking
Lost the plot
Too addictive
Just can't stop
Tied in knots

Cutting corners
Did I not
Hurt the one who loved me
Ripping myself off
No one will notice
When that's all it was
A user lost

So help me now
Not to pick it up again
Hopeless like I've always been
So help me now
Do something good with me
This time I mean it truthfully
I know I said so many times
But it feels different this time around

Happy people
Make me sad
Make me long for
What I never had
Standing in the doorway
With the cold at my back Don't wanna be like that

So help me now
Not to pick it up again
Hopeless like I've always been
So help me now
Do something good with me
This time I mean it truthfully
I know I said so many times
But it feels different this time around

(Mary go on deliver me)

I know I said so many times
But it feels different this time around
I know I've said so many times
But it feels different this time around