"spilling guts" lyrics

And your thoughts are in my head
The nights you'd spill your guts to me
And your taste is in my mouth
But I'm washing out the dreams
With this liquor that I found
Two years back from Christmas Eve
And I love you
But I hate you for not loving me

And I know two years has passed
And I shouldn't ever want you back
But getting you to touch me was a task
But not when you wanted me like that
And I knew what you were after
It was painted on your face
But how could I blame you for how I'm feeling
When I allowed myself to stay?

And your thoughts are in my head
The nights you'd spill your guts to me
And your taste is in my mouth
But I'm washing out the dreams
With this liquor that I found
Two years back from Christmas Eve
And I love you
But I hate you for not loving me

Now you're calling me, no caller ID
It's three and you're drunk off Daniel's
And you're asking me what bottle to drink
Or what strand that you should smoke off of
And you used to stay sober, you used to stay clean
'Cause you know what all that shit did to me
And you wanna be held and you wanna be seen
So I'm begging you to see what you're doing to me

And your thoughts are in my head
The nights you'd spill your guts to me
And your taste is in my mouth
But I'm washing out the dreams
With this liquor that I found
Two years back from Christmas Eve
And I love you
But I hate you for not loving me